It's been a while since i left my blog and start the new semester. this blog is part of my english assignments when i was in the first semester. now i'm in the third semester. can u imagine how long did i left my blog??? as i continue living in this world of campus life there are many things goes on and on.. actually today i feel bored and don't know what to do.. i think my english is getting poor in terms of my vocabulary..i think(hehe..) life is like a dream.. i'm now waiting for my final examination to begin.. it's study week though.. in my 'bz'ness(which i don't know how to spell or does it really exists??hurm..he3) i forgot to bring my books. so i can't do the revision(always the reason for not studying.. :) ) it's time to go.. bored..bored..bored.. arios..

My Mom's 'Sambal Udang'

large prawns,
chilli paste
2 red onion, peeled and chopped into wedges
tamarind juice
sugar
salt
vegetable oil

Chilli Paste
garlics
shallots
dried chillies
1 tbspn of belacan (prawn paste)
water

Tamarind Juice
About teaspoon of tamarind pulp
2 tbspn of hot water

Method :

Prepare chilli paste - Cut dried chillies and pour hot water to cover the chillies. Leave for 10 minutes and drain. Blend the chillies, 1 cup of fresh water, and all other ingredients.

Prepare tamarind juice - Soak pulp in hot water, squeeze out the juice. My mom does not strain the juice.

Now you are ready to cook the dish:
1. In a hot wok add oil and over medium heat, stir fry the onion wedges till fragrant. Add the chilly paste and prawn and stir fry it till fragrant (about 20 minutes).
2. Add tamarind juice salt to taste and a pinch of sugar. Cook for further 5 minutes.
3. Serve with steamed coconut rice (nasi lemak) .

“Confession Of Me, Myself and Another Me”

Staring out at the window but I can’t feel the morning breeze anymore
All seems so empty
After all I’ve done, I can’t believe this love turn this way
I can feel the emptiness even in ballyhoo
I can see people laughing but all I can do is to force a smile
We should sit and talk about this and finally compromise
But so much need to say but something are better left unsaid
Dear, love should have give and take because this love is bleeding
Love should feels in every second
Am I so pathetic?

c/o

Where’s the love we had?
What can I do when the red flame turn blue
Sorry, I just can’t feel the love anymore and it seems like you just don’t care
Maybe I should give you some more time or maybe I just leave this love hanging on the ground
Should I give you one more chance?
I see you feel no pain at all it seems
Your act makes me suffocate

They say distance makes heart goes fonder but why I can’t take it anymore
Hate to feel this feeling
What my heart tries to say
Should I follow me, myself or another me?

I'm A Star!!!

Hye everybody..
Today I have to pretend that I’m actually a singer that’s going to produce my latest album and I have to promote my own album. It sounds easy but actually it is not easy to be an artist. And now I know their pain. Haha..
Bye the way, as I’m pretending that I am an artist I would like to introduce my latest album. These would be the questions that I would have to answer if I’m an artist that is going to came out with a new album.

What is the title of the album and why did you chose the title?

My new release is ‘There Is Always Hope’ and why I choose that title is because I think that even though there are a lots of boundary in our life we should not give up. Actually, the title is significant with my life and what I’ve been through. And it does mean a lot to me.

What are the songs in your new release and tell a little bit about those songs in your album?

There are ten songs in this album:

1. Confession of Me, Myself and Another Me.
2. Friend or Foe.
3. Wasn’t You.
4. Deep In Sorrow.
5. I’m Done With Tears.
6. There Is Hope.
7. Those Just Words.
8. I thought You Said Forever.
9. I’m Sick of Getting Hurt.
10. Hate Myself for Giving Hope That’s Hopeless.

The first song that is ‘Confession of Me, Myself and Another Me’ is totally about me. If you want to know more about me and my history you should listen to this song. ‘Friend or Foe’ is also about my life and my experience in finding true friends.

‘Wasn’t You’ is about myself searching for true love once and I don’t think that he’s really the one. And came out with this song. ‘Deep In Sorrow’ was composed on the time I feel so sad thinking of my future and how much I missed my family especially my mum.

‘I’m Done With Tears’ shows how I feel now and I’m really done with tears. ‘There Is Hope’ is the song that I composed on my own and the lyrics does raise me up.

‘Those Just Words’ was inspired by my own experience as an artist that I don’t care whatever people want to say about me as long as I know that I know that I’m not doing anything wrong. ‘I Thought You Said Forever’ is about friendship and hope that is hard to explain unless you listen to the song.

‘I’m Sick of Getting Hurt’ shows that I am really sick of getting hurt and how I struggle to never get hurt anymore. ‘Hate Myself for Giving Hope That’s Hopeless’ is made up by me and it does tell us how frustrated I was on that time.

Poem of My Version

The books dance,
And the windows hug,
As the doors cry,
The eraser claps,
While the sky stands,
And I’m blank.

Who am I???

Firstly I'm Shaz.. This blog is about me for sure. I think that I'm really sleepy right now. I couldn't think of anything right now except my bed..haha.. I really miss my family especially my mum..

Who am I???